is it me or.. hmm

fuh! i hate it when it comes to this part, i can pretend that everything is fine, everything is nothing.

but, inside.

it hurts me to know that there still something that ....that that....sigh.

theres something that bother my mind. even if i ask or be mad about it. at the end, its worthless. i dont want to loose it.

I hate it when 'that' topic pop up.